Catching Up

Oh holy crap. I suck. I know. But with everything going on you guys will hopefully understand and forgive me.

First off, I have a story about a certain anonymous account on twitter, and the danger of people and the internet. But we’ll get to that later, and I probably will just make a separate post about it.

So I left off last week on Tuesday night. I never got to finish my online orientation, because for some stupid as heck reason, it doesn’t work on macbooks. So I had to email the doctor I will be shadowing’s assistant, and she invited me to go in on Friday to do the orientation on her PC. Marine Man texted me around this time, asking me if I could hang out with him Friday night, maybe just after work, or whatever. But I pretty much shot him down, cuz I had a test Friday, and one Sunday too. He really is so sweet though.

Thursday I went to my workers comp appointment. And the doctor prescribed me Cephalexin (a heavy duty antibiotic), and Tramadol (a pain med). Well. I got SOOO sick from them. Like, throwing up. I ended up finding out it was from the antibiotic, but man it sucked.

Friday I did the online orientation and then went home to take my first Pharmacotherapy test. It went pretty well. But I definitely would have been able to prepare better had I not had the whole thumb thing going on. I went back to work for the first time since the injury on Friday. And it went okay, but boyyyy did it hurt afterwards! But I ran into Marine Man. And my gosh, not to be shallow, but that boy is so sexy! Like tall, dark, pretty brown eyes, and a smile that will make you melt, dimples included. And there was no way I was leaving. So we ended up just sitting at the back of the bar, away from everyone talking. And we talked. About everything. For like 3 hours, before he finally talked me into dancing. We danced. And by danced I mean we two stepped. In a bar, where everyone is grinding, again. So cute. And let me tell you, I almost went home with him. But I thought better of it. I’m really just not the type of girl who sleeps around or has one night stands. And while he is obviously past that point, I still didn’t think it was a good idea. So we went are separate ways, but only after I promised I would see him before he left for his new base on Thursday. Now let me tell you. ALL of my coworkers who met him LOVED him. He really is just so charming and nice. My friend Cassandra thinks he is mister perfect, but that is yet to be determined.

Saturday I tried to study, but I had work, came home, and my hand hurt so bad, that I just took a pain killer, and talked to my Candian friend until I fell asleep. He’s definitely a person who can always make me laugh.

Sunday I was really upset, because I was no where near ready for my physiology test, and NO ONE, I mean NO ONE, was willing to pick up my shift at work. I ended up having to file for an extension on the test. Which really, really pisses me off. But with my thumb, and the issues I had with the meds, and the pain, etc. I really couldn’t prepare the way that I normally do for a test. So I went to work, and I really did make good money, but I somehow misplaced a $100 bill. And I don’t misplace money. I think I must have left it in a check presenter, and someone just took it and didn’t turn it in. So that really, really, just ruined my night. I was so pissed. Like really? Who the eff just takes 100 dollars and doesn’t turn it in. Ugh. Well I got a voicemail from Marine Man while I was working, and gave him a call back after I got off, and he totally cheered me up. He wanted to do something that night, but it was already like 11 or 12, and he had to be up for work at like 6 am. But we made plans for Monday night.

Well Monday I finally got my shift covered, which was great, but I still didn’t have time to study really, because I had to go with my dad to drop my truck off at the Toyota dealership (its getting so annoying), and then take him to the airport. And by the time I got home I took a short nap and had to get ready to head over to Marine Man’s for a cookout double date at the condo where he is staying until he leaves. It was like a 45 minute drive, but totally worth it. I walked into his condo, and he immediately lifted me up, kissed me and said “hello beautiful.” Like, what girl can resist that? Especially when he is cooking? And sexy as hell. Mmm, not me!  So we went downstairs and I met his friend who he works with, and his friends girlfriend, and I actually really liked them. I didn’t feel quite as out of place, because his friend’s girlfriend was only 22. (IDK if I have mentioned that Marine Man is 25). We ended up getting eaten by mosquitos, so we finished grilling the food and brought it back up the apartment. It was DELICIOUS! He cooked steaks, with portabella mushrooms, zucchini and squash. I had never had mushrooms at all, so I was terrified to try it, but I LOVED IT! Sooo yummy. Afterwards we just sat and talked, the boys smoked some cigars (which I’m not a huge fan of, but he asked if I minded, and was super polite about it, so whatever.) The others left at like 1 AM, and me and Marine Man ended up having this really deep heart to heart on the porch. Like, way deeper than I normally go with any guy. But he’s just easy to talk to and stuff. We moved inside eventually, and he started asking me to just stay the night, and drive home in the morning. I was very reluctant for two reasons: one, I live with my mom for the summer, since I’m home, and two, I have issues with intimacy, and I didn’t wanna disappoint him by turning him down. But eventually I relented, but I gave him a brief overview of why I was so reluctant about stuff. And he was perfectly respectful. I was amazed. So I stayed over. And there was a lot of kissing, and of course some extra fun, but I didn’t have sex with him. Which I knew wasn’t a good idea, but I can’t deny wanting to. I mean, that boy is hot. Oh, and I have to say. I have never been a fan for hairy guys, and he’s not like disgustingly hairy, but he has some hair on his chest and abs (like happy trail, but more so?), and he actually made it hot. I was impressed. And he has the perfect body. I mean, sooo hot. And an ass to die for. And thighs. I’m a thigh girl. Swoon. But anyways, we had to get up at like 6:30 for him to be at work on time, and I got to see him in his flight suit, and holy hell. Every girl should see a hot man in a flight suit. Just wow. Wow.

But, I had two small marks on my neck. I won’t call them hickeys. But marks, and of course my mom noticed when I came home. I immediately texted him and told him I would kill him. I was so mad. But I guess it’s whatever now. So I went back to bed, of course, ‘cuz I can’t survive on no sleep. And then went to work. And here I am now. He called me while I was at work, but was asleep when I called him back after work. But I’m still thinking about the situation. Because he wants to like fly me out to his new base to visit him, and all this stuff, and I have no idea how I feel about this. I mean, he’s 25, I know he’s thinking future, marriage, all that. And I mean, I just don’t know how I feel about that. I like him a lot, but he’s in the Marines. He’s never gunna be in one place for long, and with me going to medical school in two years, I’m not gunna be able to move around and stuff. And I guess this is me being analytic, but it just doesn’t seem to make a lot of sense. But I guess it’s definitely fun for right now. Hopefully I’ll see him tomorrow night. I don’t know. I also have to find time to study for the test that I got an extension for, do 5 online labs, and an extracredit assignment all before Thursday or so. It’s so annoying. I hate online classes. I’m glad they’re interesting but, really? So much work.

Getting my TB test and all that for my job at the hospital tomorrow morning! I’m stoked! I’ll get another post out shortly! What do y’all think about Marine Man? What should I do?! Ahhhh advice please!!!!