So I kinda brought y’all vaguely up to speed on the guys in
my life in the last post, with absolutely no detail. But I guess I kind of owe
y’all the dirt, yeah? So here goes nothing.
Dentist Boy: Well I brought him up forever ago. He’s hot. No
doubting that, especially with the scrubs. He’s a second year dental student,
life of the party, about 6’6”, blonde hair, blue eyes, muscles for days… you
get the picture! Oddly, he looks like a better-looking version of the cheater. And
I do mean MUCH better looking, but still, weird. Even weirder, his last two ex
girlfriends have the same name as me. It’s kind of a clusterfuck. Like, a) who
dates two people back to back with the same name, and b) who starts talking to
another girl with the same name right after? Should I be worried about a name
fetish? No chance of him calling out the wrong name in bed I guess…. I guess my
big problem with him is that he’s acting almost couplish, calling me after
we’ve been out to check on me, knowing when I have tests, etc. But he hasn’t
asked me out to dinner, or even to hang out outside of drinking or studying in
the library… Like, dude, man up! Maybe he’s just not that into me? But then,
what’s with the puppy dog act? Who knows.
Kryptonite Man: We all know and love this boy. I miss him.
But since baseball has started back up, he’s been busy, therefore we don’t talk
as much and it makes it easier. Until he’s super sweet and wants me to come
visit him once classes are out for a few days. I want to… boy do I want to, but
I don’t know if that would be such a good idea. It’s generally not a good idea
to get attached to a guy you know is always going to be far away. But on the
other hand, he’s like my security blanket. He knows about my dad, and doesn’t care.
And I’m super comfortable with him. I don’t know, it’s such a complicated
situation.
Hockey Boy: Funny story here. I joined Tinder as a joke, at
like 3 am when I couldn’t sleep. Hockey boy was one of my matches later that
day or whatever, and we exchanged Hi, hi this is weird, etc. But come Friday I
found out he was in town, even though he normally goes to school 6 hours away
(where he plays hockey, hence the name). That night, he ran into blacked out me
at the bar. Apparently I had been talking to another guy and his friend had
asked me “hey are you J?” To which I had immediately said “Nope!” and turned
away, without thinking (Drunk me probably thought he was gunna get me in
trouble or something). Of course, later I recognized him, we chatted, etc, before
I left. Well we ended up texting, etc, which we still do. And let me tell you,
besides me absolutely adorable (baby face, kinda), with gorgeous eyes, and a
hockey bod, he actually gets it. He’s super smart, and doesn’t have this NHL
delusion, so he’s getting an engineering degree, and he has Diabetes, so he
genuinely gets the whole autoimmune disease thing. Over all, I have a great
time chatting with him, and he’s pre-asked me out to dinner for when he gets
home in May. Other than the distance and sports deal, I don’t see any negatives
so far!
Blue Eyes: I apparently met Blue eyes the first time on the
weekend of my 21st when I was just absolutely annihilated. His
friend reintroduced us two Fridays ago, where I was absolutely captivated by
his eyes. The boy is like 6’3” with black hair and darkish skin (not black, but
obviously tans in the summer), and these navy blue eyes. Absolutely beautiful.
So we exchanged numbers and he texted me the next day about going to dinner. So
we went. He found a really nice celiac friendly place, and the dinner was
phenomenal. He’s gorgeous. Has a good family. Is graduating in May and already
accepted into a masters program, with a job offer from a huge firm in the city
we go to school in. So needless to say, I’m impressed. After dinner we went for
a beer. He’s a little goofy, which I honestly think is a good thing, but we
talked for forever, about everything. I just never felt that “I wanna jump his
bones” feeling. Now granted, it was a first date, so maybe that’s a good thing?
He also asked if I would like to do the whole church thing one Sunday with him,
while we were talking about how our moms were super into church, which was
adorable, and let me tell you, my mom would love him. But still, I agreed to a
second date, obviously. So we’re still working on that, since I’ve been sick
and we’re both super busy. So we’ll see how that goes. But what do y’all think,
is the lack of that “I wanna jump his bones” feeling a foreshadowing of no
chemistry, or should I give it time?
Like I said, boys for days. I was also supposed to go out
with another guy last week, but it never worked out. So who knows. I just hate
making decisions!
School is still ridiculous. My Organic Chem lab is killer,
especially since I’m taking it after taking a semester off from ochem.
Killllllerrrr! I don’t remember crap. It’s ridiculous. On a good note, I have a
semester paper due Tuesday on vanishing white matter disease, and a symposium
presentation on Friday. Super stoked.
Alright, let me know what y’all think on the man front!
Xoxo J
